PEARL OF MY LIFE

I still remember that world

Where my life was dark and dull

No matter its dark or dusk

It was full of dust and rust

That moment was my pearl

I lost my pearl

I converged with my life

And strived to reincarnate with poise

My vicinity was crammed with proficient

This impelled to be at crest

That confidence was my pearl

I lost my pearl

My requisite was assistance

And a pearl came into existence

I retrieved my lost confidence

When it provided me some guidance

That sympathy was my pearl

I lost my pearl

The pearl is a charismatic girl

Who smiles like a glittering pearl

I proposed her in front of the globe

And she still resides in my core

That girl was my pearl

I lost my pearl

The pearl is very far of me

But I feel it just near to me

Love doesn’t mean living side by side

But love is also the name of sacrifice

That love was my pearl

I lost my pearl

LOVE IS NOT REAL

One who was near to me

One who was dear to me

With the beautiful smiles

Feeling from miles and miles

She attracted me when I was novice

And when I was planning my future on dice

But still I was mad for her sweet childish voice

I knew it's not real

I knew this love is not real

But purity and serenity made me weird

And I followed to acclivity as a blind

I climbed on these cynical steps

With full energy and zest

Taking it as essence of life

Was the biggest mistake of my life

But still I sank in it as a lime

I knew it's not real

I knew this love is not real

I taught her black and blue of life

She taught me childishness of life

She was dumb, she was dopey

But she was in my core

She exchanged tough words for my family

And this gave me a little melancholy

But still I forgiven for her act

I knew it's not real

I knew this love is not real

I pledged for her reincarnation

And gave pace to her education

I tried to solve her day to day problems

Even it resulted in my family problems

She never realized my true emotions

And one day blamed me for my initiations

But still I was with my deal

I knew it's not real

I knew this love is not real

I pledged for her reincarnation before

But now I was reincarnated more

She changed my view towards love

And I want to give her tough thanks for my better life above

I made her life through education

She made my life through infected affections

And now I experienced

I knew it's not real

I knew this love is not real

This time my controlling power told my successive pressure

"It's enough for you to be here

I don't want you to be next to me here and there"

Pressure replied "I was just a bone for a dog"

I searched what is bone here in my blog

Then I found, smile was the bone and I was the dog

At last I realized

I knew it's not real

But now I know, I can make it real

MY PARENTS

I am an agnostic, but I worship my God

God gave me life and parent made my life

They made me realize the essence of life

I see my dad in my God,

He made me toddle, when I was a tot

I see my mom in my Goddess,

She taught me humanity, when I was five

 

I am an agnostic, but I worship my God

They asked me to worship them

But my them were they, and was I am

He ground his ankles, to pay for my school

She kept her belly tight, so to keep me full

They made me happy, when sorrow was around

And for that, Oh God! I feel so proud

 

I am an agnostic, but I worship my God

They made me right; they taught me what's wrong

They applauded me for right and slapped me for wrong

It made me bright, it made me strong

And I can't owe this debt for years and years long

When I failed, they asked me to try more

When I succeeded, they celebrated and motivated for more

 

I am an agnostic, but I worship my God

They gave me the way for my dreams

They taught me the way, how to top the creams

Their belief pushed me to succeed

Their support pushed me to proceed

I succeeded, I succeeded, I succeeded

And they made me a successful man

 

I am an agnostic, but I worship my God

Now it's my time to make them proud

And they felt proud when they got a sound

"They are the parent of that boy"

I don't know why, but they started to cry

I asked them what's there to cry

And they replied "You will get it when you make your try"

I am an agnostic, but I worship my God